The Exam

So I have been sick for the past week and it is almost about to go away, but it still bothers me alot. I have a horrible cough and stuffy nose and it has kept me from doing well in class. I took my first psycology exam this week and got a 70 percent, I feel horrible that I got this grade. Now I feel like this class is going to be the death of me. Psycology has been making me feel scared about college and how I dont know if im prepared to be here and thinking about if I shoud havegone to community college instead. It is not just pychology but my math class aswell, which I hate because I only learn from the proffessor once a week and not five times a week. I have to teach myself and I do not even know if im doing it right or not. I wish it was like  highschool again but it is not going to be. So im going to have to continue and find ways to get past these obstacles with my distractions or learning ways. I should start to take my education more serious and care less about trying to get with girls and partying on the weekend; which I have done instead of studying more. I am going to try to become a better student from now on and look up to my sister who already went through college for help.

FAIL!

I do not live on campus at my university so I have to commute every morning  and arrive there around 8am because there isn't enough parking for the whole entire student body. There is 20,000 parking spots for 60,000 students so I have to get there early so I can park on the roof of the garages because I'm always a little late. So I come off the highway and I have to drive through the plazas behind my university before I actually enter the university. I am sick and wasn't paying attention to how fast I was going and was just focused on getting my parking spot when all of sudden a deputy on his motorcycle parked inside a plaza runs out to the street and sticks his hand out and yells out STOP! All I could think of was me not being able to find parking. He pulls me over and I was all disappointed because I am about to get my first ticket and will have to pay a big fine and use all of my paycheck. He asked me if I had drugs or weapons, and the lady who also got pulled over next to me was not asked this. I thought maybe it was my mellow voice which could have made him think I was on drugs or something but I had the worst cold ever. Then he asks me again after I give him my license and registration if I had drugs or any weapons. I was angry but I didn't want the deputy to get pissed and write me a more expensive ticket. At the end I got my $100+ ticket and actually got a parking spot on the second floor of the garage instead of the rooftop. Getting a decent parking spot couldn't make up for me spending my money on a ticket. This morning was a FAIL!

Rollerblading Girl

This past summer I lived on campus and this random person i never met in my life skated up to me. She had oldschool reading glasses, short shorts, tanktop, and headphones around her neck and just approcahed me; I guess it was because I skate around on my longboard. Maybe it was because she found me attractive or just wanted to meet somebody new. I told her my name and she asked me what I was going to do later and i said STUDY! She called me lame but I did  not want to fail my test that next day, but I found her attractive and wanted to hangout with her but I forgot to ask for her number. This semester I see her around more and approched her and asked her if she wanted to hang out and skate around and she did. We skated around and she was doing crazy tricks and stunts; falling on the concrete and getting cut and scraped up. I feel like she likes the pain as if she is a masochist, but I just think she likes to do crazy stunts. She lives her life on the edge, doing whatever possible, anyway with no regrets. I hung out with her for 2 hours and found her amazingly interesting with her coca cola tatoo and double pierced tongue. I hope to hang out with her in the future so maybe I can loosen up and do some crazy stuff with her.

Late Night

So this past weekend I went out with my short Jewish friend, http://dailythoughtsoflife.blogspot.com/, and a couple other college buddies. We were planning on going to these clubs near campus all three of them but the thing was my friends didn't have any drinks in their system. I'm always a designated driver.Without any drinks it was going to be lame because there is always so many men and I do not dance with men. I wasn't planning on going to the club but my Jewish friend wanted to meet this girl he met at a rave which he has been trying to hangout with for the longest. Ok this is getting dragged on but lets get to the point we got to the club at 2 and was about to close in 1 hour so we said screw it and crashed some random party near campus. We got to the party and we started meeting people and friends were drinking while i just smoked some hookah. I started observing the people around me and was glad I wasn't drinking because these people were acting ridiculous. Some of them were falling to the ground, making out sloppy, and this one girl was making eggs for every one else. I did play beer pong but i was sober and still draining shots in and people were going crazy when i made 4 shots in a row because I'm sober. Sober people aren't supposed to be good at beer pong but i said im above that drinking life.The party was fun and i had to drive my drunk friends back home at 5 in the morning and get dressed for work in a few hours. This Saturday night was fun even though it was unplanned.

Who Am I

Who am I? I have always asked myself this question. I picture myself as a proud young man starting college who always had the support of his parents even though they were never really there to help him because they were too busy working to support me. I always strived to do my best in school because neither of my parents went to college and I want to make them proud of their only son. People always saw me as a good kid in school who helped out others as much as possible. I guess thats why I want to be in law enforcement when I'm older, so I can help others in emergency. I am just rambling on right now but i do not know what much to say, so I guess I'll just say a few of my hobbies and interests. I like to play pick-up basketball with my friends and "dunk" on others (just kidding), workout, and watch any kind of sorts like soccer volleyball(new weird sport). I love scary movies and comedies, and love to do new things which my friends introduce me too, such as rock climb even thought I am scared of heights lol. Well thats all for now :D